You're not alone, for I am here..(:

YO!!(:

So i found this pic from way back. Thats my goat Abby who sadly I had to give away but luckily i gave her to a friend(: quick update! She now has a best friend who is a sheep dont member his name but they are two peas in a pod and they love playing in the water(: lol anyways, as you can see in the pic, she broke into the shed one day when i let her out and knocked over the food bucket and was eating her pellets. silly goat!! :p

alrighty, so nothin really exciting happened in the past few days lol bummer!!! But, if ya didnt already notice, I havent really been myself lately. :/ A lot of crummy things have been going on lately and its just no fun! Like, for instance, my $750 scholarship from FFA that I got, i dont have it anymore. They took it away because im not enrolled in an "ag" class this semester. Well duh! cgcc doesnt have AG classes. Luckily they will hold it for me so next semester I will probably do an online class somewhere so I can get my scholarship back. bleh!! an lately, I have felt really distant from God, mainly because I was kinda mad at Him. I know He isnt doing this stuff on purpose but I needed to be mad at someone and I knew that He could handle it i guess lol but as much as i wasnt wanting to talk to Him and all that, I started to anyways and woke up this morning and felt like that big ugly rain cloud thats been over my head kinda just disappeared!(: Which is quite nice! So yea, im doing much better now!

found this pic on my phone. It was from the 2nd date day/night fundraiser we did for Honduras. They are doing that thing where you push really hard against a door frame for like a min or two then step out and your arms "fly" lol so funny :p I love Shannons face in this!

hmmm oh!! went and saw the movie The Other Guys last night with randy and angie! Oh goodness, so funny!! I was like crying from laughing in the first 5 min. An maybe it was a lot funnier because i was really tired and it was super late at night, but still, so funny!!(: loved it!!

now onto my thoughts an all that fun stuff! :p

this may be a lil weird but oh well!! I was talkin with someone a few days ago about like dying and funerals. I started thinking about my funeral and I have decided that when i go up to live with my daddy(: i dont want people down here to be all sad and blah! So i dont want a "funeral" i want it to be a party, celebrating all the good times(: also, no one is allowed to wear black. You all have to wear bright colors!! :D and I want big bright gerber daisy's all over the place. it just needs to be a happy thing even though ill be dead :p lol just sayin!!! dont worry im not planing on dying anytime soon but thats really not in my control lol :p

oh!! so i was watching Ice Age 3 with the kids i nanny for and it got me thinking, what does Diego eat? obviously he is a meat eater but you never see him eat, or go off hunting. interesting.....

thats pretty much all i got for today!(:

later!!

-em

quotes for the day: theres like 2 lol

from the movie The Other Guys...

"Im going to climb over that anger wall of yours one day and its going to be glorious."-Allen (will Ferrell)

oh gosh so many good one liners, you just gotta see it cause i dont want to give them all away! :p

last night after the movie after we got home, i was in the bathroom, we were whisper-yelling lol....

"EM!!"-angie

"What?"-me

"COME HERE!"-angie

"Im kinda peeing right now."-me

"HURRY UP!"-angie

"Why?"-me

"THERE IS A LIZARD OUT HERE! COME GET IT"-angie

i open the door and shes stading frozen in the hallway pressed up against the wall pointing at the ground. there was a lil tiny gecko like the size pen cap, not even, and she was freakin out!! lol hilarious. so then i got it in my hands and kept shoving it in her face lol :p