Are you ok?

Ok people, first of all just wanna say I love you all and im so thankful that you are concerned with how im doing. seriously thank you, but to let you know, when you ask me, "are you ok?" you are asking me a VERY stupid question.

Of course im not ok! my best friend just died. duh. So, know that when i say im doing alright or im fine, HELLO, i am totally lying to you so you will stop asking me if im ok or not. So, instead of asking me a stupid question, just give me a hug or pray for me. That is what i need right now, that is what i need to help get me through this time.

On a positive note, just wanna say how good God is. Even though life totally sucks and i miss Sam terribly, (and im still not ok with God taking away my best friend) God has started to put some pretty awesome people in my life who im pretty sure I would be a total mess right now if it was not for them.

Shout out to miss Kadee Rae, talking with you and having someone to relate to is sooooo helpful to me right now like you wouldnt believe.

Shout out to Kelly and Taylor, love you girls so much! were gonna get through this together!

Shout out to B-ran-DON! thanks for listening and talkin to me when i was a mess, when i couldnt sleep at 4am an for helpin me study.

Shout out to my brother Chris an his girl Cat, thanks for takin me out and just getting out of the house to goof off and have a good time.

Love you guys. Thank you everyone who has been praying for Sam's family. Thank you.

"Never Lose Heart" just a simple painting but means so much.

Thats all,
peace!
-em